Trudging along.. but I must keep going.

Lord, only you know what troubles this heart. Only you know the exact amount of stitches needed to patch this heart back together. I'm down but not out. Keep my under your Wing Lord, let me soar with you above the storms of my heart. where all is calm... and there's no one else.. but You. You in all your beauty, in all your Majesty.. And as I worship you continue to build your throne in my heart. Until there is non but Jesus as the Lord of my life. Until then, I ask for continued renewal of your strength.

I said some bodo stuff today. Ended up in an awkward situation. Bodo brain. Hahahahaha. But I trust it in your hands God. If can please make her forget bout today =.=.. seriously stupid...D=

Sermon today was really good. Defending my faith. Not with any fancy techniques or psychology or philosophy or anything complicated like that... Just defend it with the Bible. YESH TEH BIBLE!!! (No its not a spelling err XD)

The Bible is a double edged sword. and it works regardless against the powers of the other realm, or even in this physical world of ours. Must brush up my bible knowledge.. As Capt Don puts it: Don't read the Bible; STUDY IT!!! So, study hard peeps1! =D

Besok ada field trip p Bank Negara Msia... Shall be an interesting one. Hopefully they let us take pics.
Then at night ada badminton lagi. WOOTS!!!

I suppose that shall be all for the night.. Gnite peeps XD

Bleh

Today I folded. After 2 weeks into the deal. GAH. Gotta buck up. Cannot allow this to continue anymore.

A moment's respite...

Got an evening to myself... feels lonely you might think, but i suppose sometimes space and quiet is all you need to recharge..

Been doing a lot of reflecting lately... My life's been messed up for long enough... "I don't wanna live like this anymore" I thought to myself. All those msges and calls that can never see the light of day... I hated it. I hate living a double life. I wanna live for God. I wanna wait on Him. Serve His purpose.. and maybe someday find someone to be my partner in that mission.

Classes have been good. I wake up in the mornings now... XD...
Just pray that I'll pass that supp.. o.O
It's an interesting sem... can't wait for the trip up KL for Bank Negara next week.. not to mention that questionnaire we'll have to send to one of d schools around the area.. nice to actually do some assg that affects/involves the community around us..

Got the greenlight from Ps Les to contact him and arrange for CG missions. Let's see how things go =D

Finally realizing I'm not alone. That I've a place to go to when I need to... Special thanks to some special people frm the batch... regardless in uni or high school, i can proudly say i've found some golden friends... lol so weird right? sorry for the poor choice of words.. but they are as gold to me. =D

Josh has a show in KL this weekend... am contemplating about going... but tinggal kat mana?
might wanna tarik few peeps along. HMMM...