Time.

I may not be the deepest thinker around.. in fact.. i hardly ever delve much into things.. maybe that's why i'm a failure at times. hmm.. anyway..

For awhile now time has been stagnant.. but for 2 days now it's started moving again. I'll let ya'll decipher d meaning of that..

InterFaith Talk 18's UP!!!! 14th April, Main Hall MMU Melaka. 7.30pm-11.30pm.
We've like 2 weeks left to prepare.. so buck up ppl!! We can do this!! =D

Another thing that's up is the Worship Leaders' Workshop this comin Saturday..
It's 9-12noon at FSER0012 so for those who're interested please do come and learn something new about worship.. For worship is exaltation of the Lord, and leading worship for God's people is a high honor indeed.. =)

EASTER's coming!!!!1 For those of u who don't know wat's Easter about, its a day of remembrance of Jesus Christ's Death and Resurrection.. with Good Friday marking His death, and Easter Sunday marking His resurrection. There's gonna be something special in CF next Tues.. do come.. and may the Lord speak to your hearts =)

That seems like a lot of things in these 2 weeks.. heh.. but it's hardly as stressful as some of my peers' mia workload.. so yea.. to u boys n girls out there who're working your asses off for Him, may you find the strength and sustenance to go on.. frm the one and only savior and redeemer, Christ alone..

Signed,
Zj

I'm ALIVE!!!???

Tis been a long time since i've updated.. sorry guys! XD.. since i've been lazy this'll probably be a long one.. so.. here goes.. XD

Been a frantic sem i suppose.. right back frm hols its CF CF CF.. plans to carry out.. discussions to attend.. and i'm juz doing worship co.. i dun rmbr it being this hectic.. hmm.. assignments been piling up.. midterms too.. a few weeks back was comm retreat to Genting.. Twas a fun fun fun outing indeed.. minus a few incidents.. heh.. it was nice driving d gokart.. No. 14 was a Speeder.. Overtook ppl by a few laps.. was satisfying.. invigorating.. honestly it was all i could do to escape that feeling of moodiness n emoness.. which clouded me since d morning.. aaaaanywayy........

Genting was an interesting experience i would say. would totally come back again someday.. on a more cheerful note tho. =)

Currently in week 8 already.. i think. P&W Nite soon. then wrap up. then farewell.. Gahhh!! no time left!!! T.T...... gotta prepare gotta prepareee.......

on a lighter note.. as of 01.01.10 I am officially NOT single anymore.. muahahahaha.. well for a month that is.. den we broke off thinking that if we're not gonna be together cuz of religion.. why start now? which lasted for 3 weeks.. =.=..
kinda realize we stil love each other too much to let go.. and so.. we're back together.. =D

okay that wasn't really long but i can't think of anything else right now.. so yea.. night peeps..


Chew on this.

eMoHse Band.. XD

These pics are dedicated to my housemates. XD

Bangs Head

Just a little something i came up with in my free time.. Credits to Kenny Yeoh for helping me post it up online.. >.<

Birthday.

24th Nov, a special day since i could remember.. but today was a special one.. so much so that I'd decided to blog about it.. Heh..

Saw a bunch of ppl outside d hse.. sounds of Haaaa.......... could be heard.. went outside.. a chorus of Happy Birthday could be heard.. My heart is filled with warmth.. After the song they prayed for me.

Thats when d fun starts.. Loads of flour.. Cartons of eggs.. All expired.. o.O.. Fill in the blanks.. XD..
After awhile it was clean up time.. halfway through... a car came passing by.. only it's not your regular car..

Twas' a POLICE CAR.. We stared at it as it went by... it didn't stop.. celebrations went on..

Ten minutes later.. the POLICE CAR stopped by again.. this time 2 policemen came down.. Apparently some neighbor reported bout us makin too much noise.. o.O

Quote one of them: "Aku boleh caj tau.. ganggu ketenteraman awam.. ku boleh caj.. ku tak mau je.. ku boleh...."

After realizing that they were outnumbered 10 to 1 they left after giving us a warning..
And that summarizes the very First hour of my 20th birthday.
Indeed it has been a blessing.. The people who gave me my life, the ones who've been there to support me, and those who made it colorful.. Thank you all!!

XD

Beautiful.

Just a song that touched me. =)

From the Moment I saw you,
from the moment I looked into your eyes
there was something about you
I knew I knew
that you were once in a life time
a treasure near impossible to find
and I know how lucky I am to have you

Cause I've seen the rainbows that can take your breath away
the beauty of the setting sun that ends a perfect day
and when it comes to shooting stars, I've seen a few
but I've never seen anything...as beautiful as you

Holding you in my arms
no one else has fit so perfectly
I could dance forever with you, with you
and at the stroke of midnight
please forgive me if I can't let go
cause I never dreamed I'd find a Cinderella of my own

Cause I've seen the rainbows that can take your breath away
the beauty of the setting sun that ends a perfect day
and when it comes to shooting stars, I've seen a few
but I've never seen anything...as beautiful as you

Cause I've seen the rainbows that can take your breath away
the beauty of the setting sun that ends a perfect day
and when it comes to shooting stars, I've seen a few
but I've never seen anything...
Oh Oh, Oh no, I've never seen anything...as beautiful as you

from the moment I saw you,
from the moment I looked ïnto your eyes......

Updates...

Am bored.. so, just updating my blog some.. Lots have been happenin.. its been more than a month.. hmm.. Anyways. lets see wat i can recall alright?

1st was 40 Days Fast & Prayer Closing..
Pastor Susan Tang.. preached bout d end times.. really a wake up call.

2nd was Melaka Camp 09'..
Venue: Broga
Date:29-31 Augz
Alphas organized a camp. Had lots of games.. FUN.. But there were unsolved issues... Hmm..

Group Pic

My Mortal

Worship Leading

3rd was Prayer & Worship Nite
Held right after camp.. had good feedbacks.. but I believe more could've been done. Really disappointed with my planning skills. Arghh..

4th was the final CF..
Crazy time.. had sore throat. But still had to rush for a presentation b4 going CF cuz i was songleading.. Unforgettable experience. Thank God that i made it.. XD..

5th was Paradise Live Concert.. Woo..
Had fun.. stressed bit.. cuz pastor kept rushing me.. o.O.. But had fun overall.. lol..

The Crowd

The Band

6th was final CG
BBQ FTW.. celupians made a failed attempt at sabo-ing slyvester.. Kids.. XD.. Nevertheless had a great time with my cg members.. Thanks john CG leader who prepared d stuffs n for leading us.. =)

Starting a fire

In between..
- Made an apology..
- Alvin came down, lepak whole day.. b4 dinnering at Shibaraku with some alphas n seniors. After that went lepak kat musical fountain just cuz d girls are more than d guys.. =P.. jkjk.. hehe..

The Girls

The Guys (Minus Foo) =P

Pancutan "Wayne" made Tze Phei hyper

Sister Pic

Tze Phei's Model Pic XD

Bro & Sis Pic =)

Well thats about that.. Currently on the verge b4 study week.
After that its finals... Then, holidays.. Then.. ACT.. o.O

I suppose this is it.. Til i get d mood to blog again.. =P

Her name is..

Finally decided a name for my beloved guitar. I shall call her: Mel.
Okok i know its a bit late considering i got it for 4 years ad.. but still.. =P

Mel

Bring the Rain.

It's the holidays n i'm at home in Pg. The taste of homecooked food is AWESOME.. XD..
So far, in Pg..
- Chatted with YL b4 he flew to Kuching.
- Went Island with some seniors and friends from uni.
- Slack at home. (and lovin it.)

Anyway i was bored the other day and decided to play around with Photoshop. So i took some pics frm the net and yea..
Here's the results:

I call it: Bring the Rain.
Trial 1




Here's a 2nd attempt:
Trial 2

Still can't do the explosions real enough.. zzz.. Anyway, i need feedbacks!! XD

BORED.

I'm bored. So, im blogging.. Hahaha. Dunno wat to write about also lah. Im not a thinker. I live life as it comes. Which in my opinion is a weakness.. Need to plan and execute those plans.. But oh well.. since when do they work.. Well MAKE them work! You're juz giving an excuse for not working.. Eh wat la.. I got work also k.. yea yea wtv.. haiz.. basically im typing wtv's in my head right now.. so yeah.. congratz if you're reading this you're reading my mind. Give yourself a medal.. woots.. Gahh........... Sometimes i feel that im at the wrong place at the wrong time. yet i feel that this is where im supposed to be.. not that i belong here.. i dont feel belonged anyway.. sighs.. what's going on with me.. is this another identity crisis? i tot we went past that during high school.. =.=... i need someone to call n kacau at times like this. i need someone to makan with at times like this. i need a car.. i need.. well more like i want these things.. looks like im stil just a kid that wants to be spoiled.. i wanna travel. i really really really really really really wanna travel. those of you who're bored of flights, be thankful. those of you who hav nike shoes n adidas shirts, be thankful.. not to say im nt thankful of wat i have. but sometimes.. it gets to me. im human too.. anyway.. change of topic. i like the rain.. rain is cooling.. and peaceful.. but storms arent. but i guess when rains turn into storms.. you've juz gotta endure it. because when the storm is over, what's left is a rainbow.. i love my guitar.. now more than before.. maybe cuz im playin it more often nowadays.. kinda regret not knowing hw to take care of it last time. but i wanna try playing an eguitar. doubt if parents'll let me hav one tho. hmm.. im self centered.. yeah.. guess i shud stop judging those who are too eh. sigh. and i think my emotions are fading from me. somehow.. my feelings feel fake. i feel no commitment in the things i say. i think im fake. who am i? how do you define me? wat do ppl think of me? or do they not think at all? world. haha. just some thoughts going in the mind. would you think im deranged? possible. or just plain LOA. maybe i do hav loa.. being ignored too often kinda has its effects on a person dont u think? haha. i wonder wat goes thru the minds of ppl when they kill, rob, swear, or wtv.. anger? perfect malicious intent? revenge? jealousy? or nothing at all? that they have so many things flooding the mind that it results in the mind being blank, unable to process any cognitive thoughts.. but rather just send impulses to the body.. like reflex. i see words floating in front of my eyes.. typed too much? lol. oh well.. nite.