Bangs Head

Just a little something i came up with in my free time.. Credits to Kenny Yeoh for helping me post it up online.. >.<

Birthday.

24th Nov, a special day since i could remember.. but today was a special one.. so much so that I'd decided to blog about it.. Heh..

Saw a bunch of ppl outside d hse.. sounds of Haaaa.......... could be heard.. went outside.. a chorus of Happy Birthday could be heard.. My heart is filled with warmth.. After the song they prayed for me.

Thats when d fun starts.. Loads of flour.. Cartons of eggs.. All expired.. o.O.. Fill in the blanks.. XD..
After awhile it was clean up time.. halfway through... a car came passing by.. only it's not your regular car..

Twas' a POLICE CAR.. We stared at it as it went by... it didn't stop.. celebrations went on..

Ten minutes later.. the POLICE CAR stopped by again.. this time 2 policemen came down.. Apparently some neighbor reported bout us makin too much noise.. o.O

Quote one of them: "Aku boleh caj tau.. ganggu ketenteraman awam.. ku boleh caj.. ku tak mau je.. ku boleh...."

After realizing that they were outnumbered 10 to 1 they left after giving us a warning..
And that summarizes the very First hour of my 20th birthday.
Indeed it has been a blessing.. The people who gave me my life, the ones who've been there to support me, and those who made it colorful.. Thank you all!!

XD

Beautiful.

Just a song that touched me. =)

From the Moment I saw you,
from the moment I looked into your eyes
there was something about you
I knew I knew
that you were once in a life time
a treasure near impossible to find
and I know how lucky I am to have you

Cause I've seen the rainbows that can take your breath away
the beauty of the setting sun that ends a perfect day
and when it comes to shooting stars, I've seen a few
but I've never seen anything...as beautiful as you

Holding you in my arms
no one else has fit so perfectly
I could dance forever with you, with you
and at the stroke of midnight
please forgive me if I can't let go
cause I never dreamed I'd find a Cinderella of my own

Cause I've seen the rainbows that can take your breath away
the beauty of the setting sun that ends a perfect day
and when it comes to shooting stars, I've seen a few
but I've never seen anything...as beautiful as you

Cause I've seen the rainbows that can take your breath away
the beauty of the setting sun that ends a perfect day
and when it comes to shooting stars, I've seen a few
but I've never seen anything...
Oh Oh, Oh no, I've never seen anything...as beautiful as you

from the moment I saw you,
from the moment I looked ïnto your eyes......

Updates...

Am bored.. so, just updating my blog some.. Lots have been happenin.. its been more than a month.. hmm.. Anyways. lets see wat i can recall alright?

1st was 40 Days Fast & Prayer Closing..
Pastor Susan Tang.. preached bout d end times.. really a wake up call.

2nd was Melaka Camp 09'..
Venue: Broga
Date:29-31 Augz
Alphas organized a camp. Had lots of games.. FUN.. But there were unsolved issues... Hmm..

Group Pic

My Mortal

Worship Leading

3rd was Prayer & Worship Nite
Held right after camp.. had good feedbacks.. but I believe more could've been done. Really disappointed with my planning skills. Arghh..

4th was the final CF..
Crazy time.. had sore throat. But still had to rush for a presentation b4 going CF cuz i was songleading.. Unforgettable experience. Thank God that i made it.. XD..

5th was Paradise Live Concert.. Woo..
Had fun.. stressed bit.. cuz pastor kept rushing me.. o.O.. But had fun overall.. lol..

The Crowd

The Band

6th was final CG
BBQ FTW.. celupians made a failed attempt at sabo-ing slyvester.. Kids.. XD.. Nevertheless had a great time with my cg members.. Thanks john CG leader who prepared d stuffs n for leading us.. =)

Starting a fire

In between..
- Made an apology..
- Alvin came down, lepak whole day.. b4 dinnering at Shibaraku with some alphas n seniors. After that went lepak kat musical fountain just cuz d girls are more than d guys.. =P.. jkjk.. hehe..

The Girls

The Guys (Minus Foo) =P

Pancutan "Wayne" made Tze Phei hyper

Sister Pic

Tze Phei's Model Pic XD

Bro & Sis Pic =)

Well thats about that.. Currently on the verge b4 study week.
After that its finals... Then, holidays.. Then.. ACT.. o.O

I suppose this is it.. Til i get d mood to blog again.. =P

Her name is..

Finally decided a name for my beloved guitar. I shall call her: Mel.
Okok i know its a bit late considering i got it for 4 years ad.. but still.. =P

Mel

Bring the Rain.

It's the holidays n i'm at home in Pg. The taste of homecooked food is AWESOME.. XD..
So far, in Pg..
- Chatted with YL b4 he flew to Kuching.
- Went Island with some seniors and friends from uni.
- Slack at home. (and lovin it.)

Anyway i was bored the other day and decided to play around with Photoshop. So i took some pics frm the net and yea..
Here's the results:

I call it: Bring the Rain.
Trial 1




Here's a 2nd attempt:
Trial 2

Still can't do the explosions real enough.. zzz.. Anyway, i need feedbacks!! XD

BORED.

I'm bored. So, im blogging.. Hahaha. Dunno wat to write about also lah. Im not a thinker. I live life as it comes. Which in my opinion is a weakness.. Need to plan and execute those plans.. But oh well.. since when do they work.. Well MAKE them work! You're juz giving an excuse for not working.. Eh wat la.. I got work also k.. yea yea wtv.. haiz.. basically im typing wtv's in my head right now.. so yeah.. congratz if you're reading this you're reading my mind. Give yourself a medal.. woots.. Gahh........... Sometimes i feel that im at the wrong place at the wrong time. yet i feel that this is where im supposed to be.. not that i belong here.. i dont feel belonged anyway.. sighs.. what's going on with me.. is this another identity crisis? i tot we went past that during high school.. =.=... i need someone to call n kacau at times like this. i need someone to makan with at times like this. i need a car.. i need.. well more like i want these things.. looks like im stil just a kid that wants to be spoiled.. i wanna travel. i really really really really really really wanna travel. those of you who're bored of flights, be thankful. those of you who hav nike shoes n adidas shirts, be thankful.. not to say im nt thankful of wat i have. but sometimes.. it gets to me. im human too.. anyway.. change of topic. i like the rain.. rain is cooling.. and peaceful.. but storms arent. but i guess when rains turn into storms.. you've juz gotta endure it. because when the storm is over, what's left is a rainbow.. i love my guitar.. now more than before.. maybe cuz im playin it more often nowadays.. kinda regret not knowing hw to take care of it last time. but i wanna try playing an eguitar. doubt if parents'll let me hav one tho. hmm.. im self centered.. yeah.. guess i shud stop judging those who are too eh. sigh. and i think my emotions are fading from me. somehow.. my feelings feel fake. i feel no commitment in the things i say. i think im fake. who am i? how do you define me? wat do ppl think of me? or do they not think at all? world. haha. just some thoughts going in the mind. would you think im deranged? possible. or just plain LOA. maybe i do hav loa.. being ignored too often kinda has its effects on a person dont u think? haha. i wonder wat goes thru the minds of ppl when they kill, rob, swear, or wtv.. anger? perfect malicious intent? revenge? jealousy? or nothing at all? that they have so many things flooding the mind that it results in the mind being blank, unable to process any cognitive thoughts.. but rather just send impulses to the body.. like reflex. i see words floating in front of my eyes.. typed too much? lol. oh well.. nite.

Harry Potter 6.. Not a bad attempt.. XD

Just came back frm HP6.. Told myself not to watch this.. due to BIG disappointments in previous ones.. tho i didn't watch them in the movies.. However.. this one turned out to be quite acceptable.. of course it was lacking a LOT in the actions department.. But this time they actually FOLLOWED the storyy... Which for me, was good enough.. though lots of ppl actually disliked it.. haha..

Today has been good i guess.. Apart frm the movie i got to mix with some juniors.. Got myself a new assistant.. Woots!! Next issue: How to improve worship in CF? Gotta pray n think about that.. XD..

Its 18th July.. and i would like to say Happy Birthday to a friend of mine.. A friend who stood with me and wait with me for the bus everyday after sch for 2 years.. and if the bus didn't come, we'd hav to take the public bus home together.. A friend whom i could talk to for hours n hours juz sitting there and chatting.. Sadly i kinda lost contact with her.. and i doubt she'd ever read this post.. But i wish her well and all the best in all that she attempts.. and that God will watch over her life.. =)

I guess that's about it for the day.. Til the next post.. Adios. XD

Malas to think of title.. XD

Hmm.. No mood to blog these days.. XD.. well basically i'm in week 4 now.. as for my last post.. what's past is past.. heh.. Anyway.. I'm kinda burnin out these days... Things i do are becomin routine.. God i need your burnin passion again.. I need a purpose.. I pray n ask u show the way..

Back to more cheerful matters.. I'm so joining combat robot next year.. XD.. and went for futsal juz nw.. woohoo.. its fun playing wif da new juniors.. n of course d not so juniors.. haha.. and computer lab's finally started.. now i get to do some C programmin.. woots!!

Am currently starin at d screen wondering wat should be done tmr.. hmm.. its CG day again.. hopefully it'll be a fun outing tmr.. and that i'll get some studyin done b4 fri's quiz.. =.=..

Gahhhh.. i wanna play E. Guitar!!! sigh.. one more year.. XD

Man this has been a random post.. but i'll juz leave this wif ya'll..

Psalms 126

A song of ascents.

¹ When the LORD brought back the captives to Zion,
we were like men who dreamed.

² Our mouths were filled with laughter,
our tongues with songs of joy.
Then it was said among the nations,
"The LORD has done great things for them."

³ The LORD has done great things for us,
and we are filled with joy.

⁴ Restore our fortunes, O LORD,
like streams in the Negev.

⁵ Those who sow in tears
will reap with songs of joy.

⁶ He who goes out weeping,
carrying seed to sow,
will return with songs of joy,
carrying sheaves with him.

This psalm talks about how the psalmist remembers the great things God has done for him, and how he and his people rejoiced, how they sang and laughed and praised God. Though he is poor now, he hopes in God that his fortunes will be restored. And so, he goes out and sows his seeds.. but he can't stop weeping, because he is still in pain and suffering. But he knows by Faith that God is faithful, and will fulfill his promise, that: Those who sow in tears, will reap with songs of Joy.

This world is not perfect.. many a times we are impeded by sufferings and emotional pains.. not to mention physical limitations for some.. How do we respond? Emo at one corner? Be egoistical and deny that we're not suffering? Try to ram against a wall that never breaks? Or do we figure a way to overcome it; even while we are still suffering???

I tell you, by Faith we Hope for what is not seen, and through Love we overcome.

As the apostle Paul once said:" ..and now these 3 remain. Faith, Hope, and Love. But the greatest of these is Love."

Just some thoughts.. Heh.

Juz feeling a bit low..

Am currently restless.. listenin to the worship team practice outside my door..
Feelin realll emo.. Sometimes i feel so hyper and excited. and yet there's times i question the meaning of my actions.. my life.. people around me.. what am i here for.. its funny how much good u can do and no one ever notices.. and with one shortcoming, people lose their trust for you, stay away from you.. and ultimately.. these people u once called friends are nothin but people who popped up along the road of your life and popped off somewhere in the middle.. i'm tired.. tired of running here and there, pursuing relationships that never work out.. (not intimate ones).. im merely askin for a friend.. a friend to cry with, to laugh with, to listen to my jokes.. to laugh at my problems.. dang.. i need a girlfriend XD.. its not that i'm too free.. ive got lots to do.. worship coordinator.. IF Talk asst director.. helpin in church.. studies.. toppin that off somethin big happened last week.. which again made me question that which rules over us.. why are things allowed to happen as they do? why are some people so bent on solving problems with violence? why do people judge based on a past shortcoming, yet not look at the person u currently are? is there any justification for that? and am i to be blamed for bluntly stating my opinion? a fight was about to happen right in front of my eyes.. even so i'm not the one to say something about it? then WHO?? u tell me la. WHO??? u ah?? i tell u you wont even know about it if they didnt tell u. so please la.. don't tell me how to run my life.. or who i should respect.. i respect a lot of people.. but for some, i take my respect back. cuz they didnt deserve it. i dont care whether they're seniors or not. if one's wrong one shud admit it.. not take out others who dont stand with your side.. we're all grown ups and the only way u can solve a problem is go whack the fella.. hahahahahahaha.. what an adult!!! honestly im fed up with all this crap.. i will not stand for it.. sigh..

Anyway thats what im honestly feeling.. gonna cut it loose now.. Jesus, i ask for strength to go thru the days, i'm not perfect.. yet i will not let my anger get the best of me. Bless my enemies, and teach me to love them.. I need your guidance.. i really do.. i know that you are the personification of Love.. i just dont understand how things work in your way.. =.=.. guess i need to do a lot of growing up. Lord i ask u hear this prayer.. teach me how to love. Amen..