Thoughts...

The reason i started this blog was to have a place of penning down my thoughts. And for awhile now i haven't really got anything to say... But i'm kinda bored now so yeah.. XD 

Only been 2 weeks since new year's.. quite some stuff's been happening. I don't share much, but i don't intend to hide either.. So peeps.. don't think i anti-social k? U just gotta ask XP

Some stuff i'd been thinking about.. 

- studies.. almost stopped MMU, cuz parents wanted me back.. but after 2 weeks discussion back in Nov, they decided to let me stay on.. change course to IT... so i tried to apply LOA, n switch course.. but now, LOA rejected, status dismissed, and now GG lor... I'm going campus to get things settled tmr... hopefully things will go fine... 

- CF.. wonder about cf lately.. yes its not the same as it used to.. yes things used to be more family.. but there's no point just reminiscing and not doing anything bout it.. sad to say i haven't been doing my part as a senior that well either.. with the examples i'm setting i doubt anything good'll come frm that... There's a lack of love and unity in cf.. there's bullying, verbal bullying.. c'mon la.. CF is family.. a place of broken hearts and souls.. a place where nobody's perfect. sure la there'll be weird ppl. if u can't handle den avoid nie lor.. there's others who can handle.. where's your right to talk behind the fella's back? i hope u grad and never come back.. cf'll be a better place then.. 

- ROC.. disappointed in myself.. could've done a much, much, much better job as a scriptwriter/senior/director... i've learnt a whole lot through this year's play.. i've learnt how to deal with people.. how to organize something.. how important it is to plan ahead.. how prayer and plans walk hand in hand... and again, i wished I've learnt these things sooner.. for myself as a scriptwriter i feel that i've failed to lead the people to love one another, and support each other, as well as support the directors... due to events throughout the play. even on the last day of the event itself. i've not gonna say much, but things are still hanging. apology has not been made. man up and do it man.. =.=.. but i guess i can't say anything bout it either.. lacked courage to bring it up during post mortem today.. felt so hanging man.. so unsatisfied.. - my room is really HOT right now cuz the fan cacat and i don't wanna turn it on.. =.=.. plus the rental's really exp.. owner can u make it cheaper bit ar? T.T.. 

- Yeng... many things happened in the past few months.. it's been a rough ride down choppy waters.. but i'm glad we're still persevering on the road to *ahemahem* together as partners.. i really pikchik right now cuz our calls can't get through and we decided to talk tonight.. wan die liao hahaha.. if u ever read this you'll noe if i missed out anything during our talk tonight(if we manage) or tmr.. XD.. I love you, take care leh.. T.T.. 

That's all for now.. some of the things i said might be sensitive somewhat.. if i've said anything wrong that you wish to discuss or confront me about, msg me on fb.. or call me out for makan.. Medan for lunch den we talk talk.. =) 

Here's a picture of a cat: