Puzzled?

So we didn't talk for the big part of the day.. maybe that turned u off. or maybe something happened, and you don't wanna tell me.. just wanna let my steam off here.

i'm so friggin FRUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh.

so anyway mlk camp just over.
ps jo asked wat d camp did for me.. honestly nothing much.. again it's up to me in d end to take the 1st step. so weird eh relationships.. be it with God or with men.. you gotta take the initiative.

so with that i'm off to call you and see if you'll talk to me summore.. =P

Journey

looking back.. we really didn't have anything much in common. but somehow, you walked into my life.. and years later.. we end up walking hand in hand. although we may have different strides, and i might trip over my clumsy feet once awhile.. I'm glad to have you by my side, always pulling up on my feet. i cannot express enough my gratitude and love for you who've always been there for me. I am not ashamed to declare my love for you, Symone Lee Yeng Yeng. =)

Fail.

There comes a point in a person's life when he has failed enough.
what's the point???

what's the point???

i give up.... i just want to let go.. it hurts every time.. it hurts..

What needs to be restored..

Sorry if my posts have been so mushy of late.. been in a lovesick mood lately.. blame it all on yeng yeng.. =P

Last Sunday's sermon really made an impact on my perspective of life.. if not others as well.. it talks about restoration.. of relationships.. purpose in life.. and your original calling.. many a times we become tired, frustrated.. we want to call it quits.. like in peter's case.. he quit and went back to fishing.. but Jesus showed up.. restored His relationship with him, restored his purpose as a fisher of men.. and entrusted him the command he originally intended peter for.. to feed His sheep(sheep here meaning believers and disciples)..

Like Peter, many of us will become 'lost' at certain points in our lives.. we meet dead ends.. circumstances frustrate our plans.. this is when we need restoration.. we need to remember a time.. when we knew our true calling.. when we first stepped into this boat..

And finally, we need to move forward in faith.

Back in the land of awesome popiah, longkang, and studies..

is back in melaka.. sem starts on mon.. heh..

til the day i see you
its such a dreary view
my heart longs for you
my eyes yearn to see you

i guess its just a week from now
but who cares i wanna see you now
for you're the only one who knows
how much i need you right now

maybe i'm a little awkward
maybe i'm a little weird
for saying this relationship is lovely
as lovely as you my love

yes i am in love
i definitely am
like the clouds in the sky
my feet found no land cuz i'm too high
like a balloon my heart bursts out of too much love
so much i'm afraid of drowning you
but i guess thats the same as you
for i'm already drowning in your love

~yeng~

ELEPHANT

ELEPHANT 2!!! XD

The Narrow Path...

Lying in bed tonight, a lot of thoughts ran through my mind.. life has been pleasant lately.. almost too comfortable.. just sitting in front of my laptop clicking away.. being able to speak to and see my girl everyday.. aside from finals life is like that lake in ayer keroh.. not a ripple in sight at night.. but then a thought struck me..

I'd taken my salvation for granted.. i'd lived so smoothly.. i'd forgotten about my savior.. i haven't been talking to Him, or reading His Word.. as a christian its very obvious when one doesn't have a good relationship with Jesus.. my timetable became haywire.. lack of discipline and the motivation to get up everyday.. but right now as i'm typing this, a fire seems to be stirring in my heart.. a conviction in my heart to once again pledge my life to follow His will..

I heard this in my heart a few mins ago.. which prompted me to type this.. altho i gotta wake up at 7 for service XD..

"You can ask God for whatever you want. but in the end.. the decision lies in your hands.. take control of your heart.. follow Him.. and it'll be the decision you'll never regret making."

many a times we forget that God opens doors.. but he doesn't push us through them.. we must walk through these doors on our own.. tonight i've decided to once again pick up my cross.. and follow Him.. on that narrow path heavenbound.