Thursday, July 30, 2009

BORED.

I'm bored. So, im blogging.. Hahaha. Dunno wat to write about also lah. Im not a thinker. I live life as it comes. Which in my opinion is a weakness.. Need to plan and execute those plans.. But oh well.. since when do they work.. Well MAKE them work! You're juz giving an excuse for not working.. Eh wat la.. I got work also k.. yea yea wtv.. haiz.. basically im typing wtv's in my head right now.. so yeah.. congratz if you're reading this you're reading my mind. Give yourself a medal.. woots.. Gahh........... Sometimes i feel that im at the wrong place at the wrong time. yet i feel that this is where im supposed to be.. not that i belong here.. i dont feel belonged anyway.. sighs.. what's going on with me.. is this another identity crisis? i tot we went past that during high school.. =.=... i need someone to call n kacau at times like this. i need someone to makan with at times like this. i need a car.. i need.. well more like i want these things.. looks like im stil just a kid that wants to be spoiled.. i wanna travel. i really really really really really really wanna travel. those of you who're bored of flights, be thankful. those of you who hav nike shoes n adidas shirts, be thankful.. not to say im nt thankful of wat i have. but sometimes.. it gets to me. im human too.. anyway.. change of topic. i like the rain.. rain is cooling.. and peaceful.. but storms arent. but i guess when rains turn into storms.. you've juz gotta endure it. because when the storm is over, what's left is a rainbow.. i love my guitar.. now more than before.. maybe cuz im playin it more often nowadays.. kinda regret not knowing hw to take care of it last time. but i wanna try playing an eguitar. doubt if parents'll let me hav one tho. hmm.. im self centered.. yeah.. guess i shud stop judging those who are too eh. sigh. and i think my emotions are fading from me. somehow.. my feelings feel fake. i feel no commitment in the things i say. i think im fake. who am i? how do you define me? wat do ppl think of me? or do they not think at all? world. haha. just some thoughts going in the mind. would you think im deranged? possible. or just plain LOA. maybe i do hav loa.. being ignored too often kinda has its effects on a person dont u think? haha. i wonder wat goes thru the minds of ppl when they kill, rob, swear, or wtv.. anger? perfect malicious intent? revenge? jealousy? or nothing at all? that they have so many things flooding the mind that it results in the mind being blank, unable to process any cognitive thoughts.. but rather just send impulses to the body.. like reflex. i see words floating in front of my eyes.. typed too much? lol. oh well.. nite.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Harry Potter 6.. Not a bad attempt.. XD

Just came back frm HP6.. Told myself not to watch this.. due to BIG disappointments in previous ones.. tho i didn't watch them in the movies.. However.. this one turned out to be quite acceptable.. of course it was lacking a LOT in the actions department.. But this time they actually FOLLOWED the storyy... Which for me, was good enough.. though lots of ppl actually disliked it.. haha..

Today has been good i guess.. Apart frm the movie i got to mix with some juniors.. Got myself a new assistant.. Woots!! Next issue: How to improve worship in CF? Gotta pray n think about that.. XD..

Its 18th July.. and i would like to say Happy Birthday to a friend of mine.. A friend who stood with me and wait with me for the bus everyday after sch for 2 years.. and if the bus didn't come, we'd hav to take the public bus home together.. A friend whom i could talk to for hours n hours juz sitting there and chatting.. Sadly i kinda lost contact with her.. and i doubt she'd ever read this post.. But i wish her well and all the best in all that she attempts.. and that God will watch over her life.. =)

I guess that's about it for the day.. Til the next post.. Adios. XD

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Malas to think of title.. XD

Hmm.. No mood to blog these days.. XD.. well basically i'm in week 4 now.. as for my last post.. what's past is past.. heh.. Anyway.. I'm kinda burnin out these days... Things i do are becomin routine.. God i need your burnin passion again.. I need a purpose.. I pray n ask u show the way..

Back to more cheerful matters.. I'm so joining combat robot next year.. XD.. and went for futsal juz nw.. woohoo.. its fun playing wif da new juniors.. n of course d not so juniors.. haha.. and computer lab's finally started.. now i get to do some C programmin.. woots!!

Am currently starin at d screen wondering wat should be done tmr.. hmm.. its CG day again.. hopefully it'll be a fun outing tmr.. and that i'll get some studyin done b4 fri's quiz.. =.=..

Gahhhh.. i wanna play E. Guitar!!! sigh.. one more year.. XD

Man this has been a random post.. but i'll juz leave this wif ya'll..

Psalms 126
A song of ascents.
1 When the LORD brought back the captives to Zion,
we were like men who dreamed.

2 Our mouths were filled with laughter,
our tongues with songs of joy.
Then it was said among the nations,
"The LORD has done great things for them."

3 The LORD has done great things for us,
and we are filled with joy.

4 Restore our fortunes, O LORD,
like streams in the Negev.

5 Those who sow in tears
will reap with songs of joy.

6 He who goes out weeping,
carrying seed to sow,
will return with songs of joy,
carrying sheaves with him.

This psalm talks about how the psalmist remembers the great things God has done for him, and how he and his people rejoiced, how they sang and laughed and praised God. Though he is poor now, he hopes in God that his fortunes will be restored. And so, he goes out and sows his seeds.. but he can't stop weeping, because he is still in pain and suffering. But he knows by Faith that God is faithful, and will fulfill his promise, that: Those who sow in tears, will reap with songs of Joy.

This world is not perfect.. many a times we are impeded by sufferings and emotional pains.. not to mention physical limitations for some.. How do we respond? Emo at one corner? Be egoistical and deny that we're not suffering? Try to ram against a wall that never breaks? Or do we figure a way to overcome it; even while we are still suffering???

I tell you, by Faith we Hope for what is not seen, and through Love we overcome.

As the apostle Paul once said:" ..and now these 3 remain. Faith, Hope, and Love. But the greatest of these is Love."

Just some thoughts.. Heh.