Yeng.

I know you come to this place time to time.. i know how much you miss me. Maybe i don't show it enough.. but i miss you dearly as well.. i've spent certain nights sleepless.. just because i couldn't call u to say goodnight.. i've spent hours looking at our pictures on my laptop.. i love seeing your face when you're seeking my attention.. i love singing to you.. i love serenading you.. i love watching your peaceful face when you're sleeping.. i stalk you on facebook.. i know im creepy.. but i love you. heh.

Quotes..

For once you have tasted flight you will walk the earth with your eyes turned skywards, for there you have been and there you will long to return.

Leonardo da Vinci

Pondering..

Sometimes i think too much. right now is one of those times.. my head is filled with ideas for the future.. dilemmas. but i know what i want.. i want my own music store. i want my own computer store.. small dreams i suppose.. but you gotta start somewhere.. next question: what am i gonna do about it? leave the dream for my future? abandon my degree that my parents worked so hard to support me for? heck i don't even know if it'll work.. but an idea will only be an idea if no action is taken.. so what now? crap la i need to getup at 7am tmr and i can't even get a blink!!! ARGHH!!!

God i need help. show me your will Lord.. if this is the way, open the door lord.. if not, close it and open another =P.. i'll follow u through life..

what's next? FOcUS!! law paper, enginmaths assign, circuit assign, law assign, THEN only research my future ventures.. =P

we shall see wat my parents gotta say bout this.. its gonna be interesting.

Seasons of Friendships.

Friends come and go for all kinds of reasons: moving, divorce, busyness, illness or personal transition.Sometimes friends grow apart and meet other friends, develop new interests, or they withdraw in a time of difficulty or change. Any of these things can weaken, or even end a friendship.

Sometimes God allows the paths of our lives and hearts to cross for a season. If this happens, do not fret and don't regret.Be thankful that you're able to share part of your life with someone you really enjoyed. Realize, too, that some friendships are quick to develop, while others take more time. So, be open to the pace that God allows.



Thank God for giving me friends.


Ps. Got this from a book alvin gave me.. XD

HAppy Father's Day

It's Father's Day.. =D
Once again i am reminded how much my parents love me, and how i cannot even start to repay that devotion n all those time spent on bringing me up.
I love you.

on a different note.. been trying out with photoshop effects recently.. came up with a few stuffs =D




Nice? hehe..

New Sem, new beginnings..

Phew.. been gone awhile.. heh.. sry for the long absence didnt feel very much like blogging.. tis now week 2 of a new sem, things are going pretty well.. giler free.. XD

there's been a birthday streak among cf members this june.. cheryl, john, ed, huijuan.. who's next? =D

finished FMA manga.. AWESOME!! just like the A-Team, AWESOME!!11! XD

missing my girl. =)

teaching guitar to cf members.. hopefully i can help bring em up as better musicians.. n have fun playing together as well.. XD

well i'll be off now.. Hungryyy!! T.T..

pikachu is cute.. taufu is nice to eat..

Times of Refreshing

I'm tired.. really tired.. of things.. of people maybe? hmm.. and i'm scared.. It's coming to an end now.. this sem.. this academic year.. and see where it's lead me?

IF Talk's over now.. barely 2 days ago. And nw i'm serving in a 3 day seminar, sund in church, there's devotion on monday.. Farewell on tues, n handover after that.. CG on thurs, it doesnt seem to end..

D past 2 days had been unforgettable.. to see her face here in melaka.. to be able to spend time with her.. i'm so blessed. praying that she'll be saved..

Today, i lifted a boulder off my chest. or rather, the LORD lifted a burden off my chest.. its amazing how easy things are for Him.. we can try and try n try n keep hitting the same invisible wall of circumstances and our own shortcomings.. but when u obey Him.. things will just set themselves straight for you.. because the LORD is the Driver of my life.. n therefore.. i shall no longer tread on the rocky path of sin i've made for myself.. but the path of righteousness that Jesus has chosen for me. i've a passion for music.. and for serving.. if God willing.. may he open doors for me to serve and glorify Him, in His own special way..

Dear Father in Heaven,
Hallowed be Thy Name.
Thy kingdom come,
Thy will be done, on Earth as it is in Heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
Forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive others who trespass against us.
Lead us not to temptation; but deliver us from evil.
For thine is the kingdom, the power, and the glory,
For ever and ever.

Amen.

Time.

I may not be the deepest thinker around.. in fact.. i hardly ever delve much into things.. maybe that's why i'm a failure at times. hmm.. anyway..

For awhile now time has been stagnant.. but for 2 days now it's started moving again. I'll let ya'll decipher d meaning of that..

InterFaith Talk 18's UP!!!! 14th April, Main Hall MMU Melaka. 7.30pm-11.30pm.
We've like 2 weeks left to prepare.. so buck up ppl!! We can do this!! =D

Another thing that's up is the Worship Leaders' Workshop this comin Saturday..
It's 9-12noon at FSER0012 so for those who're interested please do come and learn something new about worship.. For worship is exaltation of the Lord, and leading worship for God's people is a high honor indeed.. =)

EASTER's coming!!!!1 For those of u who don't know wat's Easter about, its a day of remembrance of Jesus Christ's Death and Resurrection.. with Good Friday marking His death, and Easter Sunday marking His resurrection. There's gonna be something special in CF next Tues.. do come.. and may the Lord speak to your hearts =)

That seems like a lot of things in these 2 weeks.. heh.. but it's hardly as stressful as some of my peers' mia workload.. so yea.. to u boys n girls out there who're working your asses off for Him, may you find the strength and sustenance to go on.. frm the one and only savior and redeemer, Christ alone..

Signed,
Zj

I'm ALIVE!!!???

Tis been a long time since i've updated.. sorry guys! XD.. since i've been lazy this'll probably be a long one.. so.. here goes.. XD

Been a frantic sem i suppose.. right back frm hols its CF CF CF.. plans to carry out.. discussions to attend.. and i'm juz doing worship co.. i dun rmbr it being this hectic.. hmm.. assignments been piling up.. midterms too.. a few weeks back was comm retreat to Genting.. Twas a fun fun fun outing indeed.. minus a few incidents.. heh.. it was nice driving d gokart.. No. 14 was a Speeder.. Overtook ppl by a few laps.. was satisfying.. invigorating.. honestly it was all i could do to escape that feeling of moodiness n emoness.. which clouded me since d morning.. aaaaanywayy........

Genting was an interesting experience i would say. would totally come back again someday.. on a more cheerful note tho. =)

Currently in week 8 already.. i think. P&W Nite soon. then wrap up. then farewell.. Gahhh!! no time left!!! T.T...... gotta prepare gotta prepareee.......

on a lighter note.. as of 01.01.10 I am officially NOT single anymore.. muahahahaha.. well for a month that is.. den we broke off thinking that if we're not gonna be together cuz of religion.. why start now? which lasted for 3 weeks.. =.=..
kinda realize we stil love each other too much to let go.. and so.. we're back together.. =D

okay that wasn't really long but i can't think of anything else right now.. so yea.. night peeps..


Chew on this.