Lying in bed tonight, a lot of thoughts ran through my mind.. life has been pleasant lately.. almost too comfortable.. just sitting in front of my laptop clicking away.. being able to speak to and see my girl everyday.. aside from finals life is like that lake in ayer keroh.. not a ripple in sight at night.. but then a thought struck me..
I'd taken my salvation for granted.. i'd lived so smoothly.. i'd forgotten about my savior.. i haven't been talking to Him, or reading His Word.. as a christian its very obvious when one doesn't have a good relationship with Jesus.. my timetable became haywire.. lack of discipline and the motivation to get up everyday.. but right now as i'm typing this, a fire seems to be stirring in my heart.. a conviction in my heart to once again pledge my life to follow His will..
I heard this in my heart a few mins ago.. which prompted me to type this.. altho i gotta wake up at 7 for service XD..
"You can ask God for whatever you want. but in the end.. the decision lies in your hands.. take control of your heart.. follow Him.. and it'll be the decision you'll never regret making."
many a times we forget that God opens doors.. but he doesn't push us through them.. we must walk through these doors on our own.. tonight i've decided to once again pick up my cross.. and follow Him.. on that narrow path heavenbound.
